Near-term extinction

End Days – More Thoughts (Fear)

Well, I did talk about grief in my previous post.

I suspect a great many of us keep pretty busy avoiding “difficult” emotions like grief.

I don’t exactly court them, you understand: I merely allow them.

Surrender to them.

Remember…

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Whoa. & also this amazingly helpful item:

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Something I did not address in the previous post is fear.

It could be that a lot of people can’t entertain the thought of human extinction because of fear.

& I get that.

Totally.

I too am fearful at times.

(I’m not afraid of us becoming extinct. That’s an idea that’s been rolling around inside my mind for decades.)

What I worry about – what I fear – is suffering.

I would go entirely mad if I focused a lot of my energy on that.

(I am not too worried about my own suffering. Again, I’ve been contemplating human extinction for a long time. Also, I’ve had a very full life.)

It’s the idea of the suffering of others – especially children – that makes my heart hurt.

I’m not going to be too glib here.

I want to make it quite clear that in my view what our species has done (continues to do) on this beautiful planet - what has been done all through recorded history (patriarchy – dominance – exploitation of both people & Nature – violence – wars – horrific social inequities – genocides, etc.)

is horrific.

Really, I can’t find the right adjectives for it.

Appalling.

Scandalous.

Horrendous.

Etc.

 

There is so much suffering going on all around us, all the time.

All the time

All the time

All the time.

That for me the only way to deal with it…

is to do my very best to live in the present moment.

All the sages have been teaching/preaching this for millennia.

It’s the only way I am able to remain more or less sane.

“It is not a sign of good health to be well adjusted to a sick society.” – J. Krishnamurti

“What sane person could live in this world and not be crazy?” – Ursula K. LeGuin

For me personally, sanity has also meant making good use of myself – to the world – in practical ways.

My particular chosen path (if we can call it that) is activism.

I continue to be an activist (on a few different fronts).

But each of us must find/choose her/his own way to remain more-or-less sane & standing – in the midst of this time of Pretty Spectacular Planetary Blowout. #PSPB … eh??

Let’s help ease suffering however we can – as our species makes its way off the stage. (I think it can be argued pretty persuasively that as a species we are not leaving with even the slightest bit of grace, but perhaps as individuals we can demonstrate some grace & class on our way out the door. Something to strive for, at any rate, no?)

Janet

p.s. here are a few things that are helpful for me in these times:

  • Breaks from “devices” & social media (I don’t own a TV, so all that fear-mongering one sees on television is, thankfully, not an issue for me)

  • Chopin!!!!  This

  • Listening to Alan Watts &/or Eckhart Tolle on YouTube

  • Making charitable donations to groups that do good, practical work for people desperate for assistance

  • Reading Pema Chödrön (the ‘Pocket Pema Chödrön can be found here. What a treasure!)

  • Silence

  • Solitude (e.g. mini-retreats from “the world”; even just a day or half-day helps!)

  • Walking / Nature

 

A few semi-random quotations that jumped out at me kind of arbitrarily….

“It is not genius, nor glory, nor love that reflects the greatness of the human soul; it is kindness.” – Henri-Dominique Lacordair

“There is not a problem with the system. The system is the problem.” – Source unknown

“No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted.” – Aesop

“It is a mistake to look too far ahead. Only one link in the chain of Destiny can be handled at a time.” – Winston Churchill

“The Master’s tools will never dismantle the Master’s house.” – Audre Lorde

“Activism is the rent I pay for living on this planet.” – Alice Walker

“Imaginary evil is romantic and varied; real evil is gloomy, monotonous, barren, boring. Imaginary good is boring; real good is always new, marvelous, intoxicating.” – Simone Weil

“My own definition of Dada: an insane lyrical impulse to remain light and carefree, always looking for something to wonder or marvel at, or love, or laugh at, but always remaining illogical and joyous in a world gone mad with too much logic, seriousness, science, newspapers, war, and destruction.” – Irving Stettner

Life is short! Break the rules!

Forgive quickly! Kiss slowly!

Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably. 

And never regret anything that made you smile.

 “We Americans are locked in an asylum for the criminally insane with the criminally insane, and they are armed to the hilt. We are in a dangerous place. Yet we continue to call ourselves free. Psychosis and delusion is not freedom.” – Charles Sullivan in ‘Contesting the Systems of Power’ 

Susan Sarandon, when asked for advice to would-be activists:

“People single me out for being an activist, but I always say that the impulse is inborn – it just needs to be nurtured. It starts when you’re little, and you see some kids being unkind to another kid on the bus. Maybe you do something. Maybe you don’t. But there was that hint in your brain that something was wrong, that you weren’t comfortable with the situation. Throughout your life, you have the opportunity to learn from that experience, to react to that little voice inside of you that says something has crossed your moral bottom line, to ignore what others are telling you to do and honor your impulse. The very core of your being an activist is being true to yourself.” – In Utne Reader, May/June 2002 issue

“You can blame people who knock things over in the dark, or you can begin to light candles. You’re only at fault if you know about the problem and choose to do nothing.” – Paul Hawken, entrepreneur & author, The Sun (April 2002) – quoted in July/Aug. 2002 issue of Utne Reader

** quotes about grief

** quotes about NTE (near-term extinction)

** many musings about grief & NTE in the Collections posting

 

Are These the “End Times?”

Well, I believe they are.

I also believe more & more of us know this is so – though very few will say so publicly. Even if they know it in their bones (as more & more of us now do). “Public figures,” I think, are simply unable to voice such a thought/belief out loud.

It would be very “unseemly.”

Apparently.

Biggest elephant in the room ever, eh???

Whoa.

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Well. Whatever.

I for one don’t need any public figure or “leader” to tell me what is as clear to me as the nose on my face. (I might add that in decades of activism, I have witnessed very little evidence of honesty & truth-telling by “leaders.” Actually, very little leadership, either, as far as that goes!)

For the record, I did not come to this view lightly, or overnight. 30+ years of paying pretty close attention to climate change (& as an activist on quite a variety of environmental issues), with nary a sign of even a dent to widespread (both public & official) apathy/denial … not to mention the ever-hysterically-ramping corporate rape & pillage & takeover of governments & media … well … things seem just like pretty much the inevitable to me, pretty much.

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Listen: I don’t need to convince you or anyone about this. If you’re there with me already, you are, & if you deny it, nothing I can say is going to change your mind.

This is actually a musing on “What are we supposed to do we do now?” rather than an “I feel like I need to convince you” piece.

….

Life is still very, very good …. is it not?

The world is still surprisingly, stunningly beautiful & amazing … is it not?

In fact, is it not really a miracle, surely, that we are still here at all??? I am certainly inclined to think so! Considering the rate at which our species has cheerfully poisoned the heck out of air – water – Earth – food – our own bodies - literally, really, waging warfare on everything that is life-giving, life-sustaining & wondrous (as well as on one another, for millennia, of course) … I say it is a miracle we are still here at all!

So. There’s that.

What, then, are we to do?

Journalist Dahr Jamail says Climate Crisis Forces Us to Ask: To What Do We Devote Ourselves? <May 6/19> I recommend reading the piece!

You can also watch a really good lecture by him ‘Update on the State of the Planet: How Then Shall We Live?’

This long article, ‘So What if We’re Doomed?’ is also soooo well worth the read!! It’s long. Takes you on a bit of a roller coaster. Ultimately? It’s … cheering! Uplifting.

I say, let’s celebrate our incredibly good fortune in still being here! In being alive at all!

We can of course be sad (or angry; or both) about the state of things.

I am both of these things, & also fully in favour of really feeling the feelings that I feel … if you will. (Some of my friends seem to want to fast-forward through, or past, feelings of sadness & grief. Not me.) I think we need to really feel the righteous, appropriate anger & grief … which means going down out of our heads & into our hearts.  

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In this article, The Greatest Danger, Joanna Macy says:

“Acknowledging despair, on the other hand, involves nothing more mysterious than telling the truth about what we see and know and feel is happening to our world. When corporate-controlled media keep the public in the dark, and power-holders manipulate events to create a climate of fear and obedience, truth-telling is like oxygen. It enlivens and returns us to health and vigor.” – Joanna Macy

Some of us (I among them) are indeed frequently angry about it all. These few short words can help us understand that, I think.

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Now, I chose to spend decades mostly channelling my anger into activism … & I have no regrets about that. I’m still an activist, actually. (Why? Well, Activism Rocks! for one thing.)

& really, activism is so engaging, I recommend some form of it to everyone!

A thousand important things still need doing. Still need our attention.

I feel pretty sure we can’t halt climate change or even slow it down, now. I think it’s on, like, mega-mega steroids, & holds much deep nastiness in store for us & the planet already … even if we were to stop adding to the problem, say, last week … which pretty clearly wasn’t ever going to happen. In my view, whatever “tipping points” there were, we whistled heedlessly by them quite a long time ago now …

BUT.

Millions are hungry. Millions are suffering. Waves of climate refugees are on the move right now.

& there are an awful lot of ways folks can help.

We can commit time, money, our voices … or all three … to worthwhile initiatives that provide practical help to people who are alive on the planet now.

Do you know what the most valuable gift has been of my many years of activism?

The satisfaction of working with good people on worthwhile tasks.

Even when our efforts failed … as they all too often did, & do.

I generally just call the phenomenon solidarity.

The rewards are more emotional, almost – certainly intangible … definitely not material.

It’s about moving away from the illusion of separation … toward connection, hmmmm?

Albert Einstein said:

“A human being is a part of the whole called by us Universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.” ~ Albert Einstein, quoted in The Great Turning – From Empire to Earth Community, by David Korten ** some more great Einstein quotes here

 The other night, walking along Bloor St. in Toronto, I saw this quote on a church billboard:

 “Our deepest need is the need to leave the prison of our aloneness.” – Eric Fromm

 & I think this is true.

Alienation, surely, is the biggest malady & curse among our species. (Activism is an excellent antidote to despair & alienation. Activism, btw, can take in a great variety of things! It just means DOING stuff. Helping make the world - or someone else’s life - a little better, or easier. To me, it just means being ACTIVE as opposed to passive.)

 I wrote in my posting ‘Spiderwebs & Kool-Aid’

“If we’re going down the drain

(certainly looks that way, hmmmm?)

Please … can we at least do it holding hands??”

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Let’s be kind.

Let’s be generous.

Let’s be grateful for the many blessings of our own lives …. & of Life itself.

((For the record… The climate shit, I am sorry to report (I expect you have noticed?) is hitting the fan hard now. (See ‘Monster Climate-Change Essay’ here for a barrage of climate info, feedback loops, etc. & lots of climate impact news - enough to make one feel ill, almost - here (note: that’s a Facebook group). Forewarned is forearmed: it’s tough stuff. I don’t spend much time there.)

As the author of the Monster Climate Essay, Guy McPherson, has said,

“The shit is no longer hitting the fan. The fan is covered in shit. The shit is hitting the shit.” 

** Note: many good quotes related to NTE (near-term extinction) can be found here

These times are parlous, to be sure.

And precious!

Let’s make good use of ourselves!

Helpful posting: ‘Do Something for Somebody Quick!

** To be clear, for the record, I am not a “religious” person (in quotes ‘cos I am not really sure what the term means. It’s a pretty debatable term, I think. It may well not mean the same thing to you as it does to me).

Meaning, I have no expectations of heaven or hell when I die.

For me, it’s all about now. Making use of myself now. Reaping my “rewards” now.

I believe the time is short.

Let’s not waste it!

Whatever time remains.

Janet

p.s. Guy McPherson gave this talk to some New York City politicians recently about it being time for planetary hospice. Text here. Video here.

p.p.s. I’ve been writing about NTE – near-term extinction – for several years now. Also, about grief. If you go the Collections posting here & scroll down, you’ll find plenty there – including links to quotations & resources.

p.p.p.s. As for the job of “connecting the dots,” I do not advise waiting for “leaders” or the mainstream media to do this for you. Nor the corporations, nor “the government,” needless to say. Not gonna happen!

It’s up to you!

Gather evidence.

Consider the facts.

Then …

#ConnectTheDots

 

& to be quite clear:

Yes: the truth is heartbreaking.

Gutwrenching.

Absolutely it is.

But pretending it’s not happening?

Can that really make sense??

Seems like madness to me, to deny what is right in front of our faces.

It’s a lot easier to breathe, in my view, when you speak the truth.

I once heard Joanna Macy say:

“Telling the truth is like making oxygen.” ** lots more truth quotes

 Totally resonated for me at the time. Still does.

 p.p.p.p.s. I suppose it takes a while to digest this. Me, I’ve had decades of preparation … & I suppose I tend to forget that others are much newer to the party … as it were. I have made my “peace” with it. (I call it a “rocky” peace.) I hope some of the entries in the Collections posting (remember: it includes resources & quotations about both NTE & grief), can be helpful.

I’ve heard the phrase “urgent joy” used. Seems sensible to me. Everything feels kind of urgent, now. You know??

I’ve heard the phrase “urgent joy” used. Seems sensible to me. Everything feels kind of urgent, now. You know??

 

People Think I'm Weird

People think I’m weird … I know they do.

Even the ones who love me.

& that’s okay.

I am entirely content to not be “like everyone else.”

I do wacky things like picking up garbage out on my walks. Just returned from a walk – picked up oodles of garbage along the Boardwalk … & the beach. Plastic Patrol

Lots of people think it’s weird, I guess, to spend (have spent) decades as an environmental activist – & to be so passionate about telling the truth that I have on numerous occasions dressed up in a kangaroo or elephant outfit to make a point. (For the record, those gigs were FUN!)

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What do I think?

I think the great leap humanity needed … but failed to take … is away from conformity… toward fostering independent thinkers.

Not knee-jerk crowd-followers.

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But hey!

What do I know??

I’m just a weirdo.

Janet

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& then there are the thoughts about sheep, & sheepishness….

“A society of sheep must in time beget a government of wolves.” – Bertrand De Jouvenel

Quotations that came up for me ……… (for somewhat mysterious reasons)

“Normal is someone you don’t know very well.” – Joe Ancis

“We must get in touch with our own liberating ludicrousness and practice being harmlessly deviant.” – Sarah Jane McCarthy

“Always be prepared to believe that experts are stupid. They very often are.” – Jane Jacobs in CBC interview with Eleanor Wachtel, Oct. 6/02.

“The world changes according to the way people see it, and if you alter, even by a millimetre, along the way…people look at reality, then you can change it.” – James Baldwin, quoted in Jane Fonda’s book My Life So Far

“We bless the life around us far more than we realize. Many simple, ordinary things that we do can affect those around us in profound ways: the unexpected phone call, the brief touch, the willingness to listen generously, the warm smile or wink of recognition. We can even bless total strangers and be blessed by them. Big messages come in small packages. All it may take to restore someone’s trust in life may be returning a lost earring or a dropped glove.” – Rachel Naomi Remen, M.D., in her book My Grandfather’s Blessings – Stories of Strength, Refuge, and Belonging

“Some trees grow very tall and straight and large in the forest close to each other, but some must stand by themselves or they won’t grow at all.” ~ Oliver Wendell Holmes (1809 – 1894), American writer

“Falsehood has an infinity of combinations, but truth has only one mode of being.” ~ Jean Jacques Rousseau ** lots of great truth quotes

“Only morality in our actions can give beauty and dignity to our lives.” – Albert Einstein

“Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds.” – Albert Einstein ** more Einstein quotes

“Our deepest need is the need to leave the prison of our aloneness.” – Eric Fromm (spotted on church notice board on Bloor St. in Toronto, on July 10/19)

& something in here, too (‘What Jane Fonda said ’) about not being an “individual” anymore …

 Now. This next one is a bit odd. I’ll explain:

“I can say that it is time now to play ‘the save the world’ symphony. I don’t know what instrument you hold, but you need to play it as best as you can, & find your place in the score. You don’t have to play a solo here. But this is our task now.” – Dr. Sandra Steingraber, in a recent interview with Bill Moyers (you really MUST watch this interview!) ** more SS quotes

I was pretty sure when I first heard this, years back now, that Dr. S. had said ‘the end of the world’ symphony. & was taken aback at her honesty. But when I went back to look at it again, she was saying ‘save the world’ symphony. Truth is, it works either way, doesn’t it?? We do need to find a “place in the score” in these singularly unprecedented times …. No?

Climate Crisis Forces Us to Ask: To What Do We Devote Ourselves? <May 6/19>

** lots of musings/resources/quotations about grief, near-term extinction & many other topics, in this posting