Nothing Much To Say…


Although I am a writer by temperament … meaning I’m always either writing something, or wanting to write something (or 5 or 10 or 20 things; yeah…)

& although I’m still scribbling odds & ends pretty regularly, I’m posting very little, ‘cos most of what’s going on

(for me & perhaps many others?)

is a little on the dark & dismal side …you know??

The state of things on our (still-lovely, now so-badly-damaged) planet is … well ...

Pretty bloody sobering.

(Since I drafted this, Hurricane Florence happened. & other sundry scary climate stuff in various places. & a few days ago, tornadoes did major devastation outside Ottawa. Climate impacts are … well, damn sobering. Hmmmm. Did I already mention sobering??)

  • Climate change on steroids (whether or not you “believe in” it, or its being human-caused)

  • Right-wing bozo politicians (some of them as dumb as a bag of hammers, or hell, dumber) running amok at home & abroad &, well, everywhere, seemingly

  • Human lies & corruption & nonsense running at a fever pitch, pretty much, everywhere we turn – seemingly, also.

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Geez … eh??

What can I possibly say that doesn’t just add to the cacophony??

I personally have been writing about & acting to try & change the world for decades (in my earliest days of activism, to “save the planet” – though that lofty, unattainable goal bit the dust quite some years back now)

** & I’m not saying I regret any of these efforts, btw.

I don’t.

A person has gotta do what she’s gotta do … right?

It’s just that, at this stage of the game, I’m unable to remain super-passionate about all the things I used to feel so very-very passionate about.

Truth? I think our species is on its last legs.

What a funny expression! We are not centipedes, we humans, after all. & thank goddess for that!

I have almost daily encounters with these ugly brutes (for some reason they appear to be thriving in the apartment building we share with one another), & they are UGGGGGGH-ly. Well, to me, anyway.

Although come to think of it, they have NOT been responsible for over-running a perfectly beautiful & abundant planet, & trashing it to smithereens – so, there is that… 🙂

Well. I do kind of go around in circles when I try to figure out what to do (& write) in these so-challenging times.

& I always seem to come back around to this:

The times are insane.

People (many people) seem increasingly insane, off-kilter, angry, obnoxious (admittedly, I must count myself in this; I am no saint, after all; merely human, like all of us). I am breathing the same air, subject to the very same palpable, visceral ramping insanity, & like all of us, have both my good & bad moments, of course…

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So, that being the case

I must just do my best to be a friendly, helpful presence as I make my way about in the world.

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Continue to do things I believe are meaningful & worthwhile (& that seem to make sense).

& also, try to lighten up on others (& myself) as much as possible.

Un-lofty, perhaps

but reasonable

goals, I think

in these challenging, challenging, oh-so-challenging times.


p.s. & keep on making batches of soup. Ahhhh, soup…. Just made a double batch. 🙂 🙂 My best recipes are in the Collections posting!!

p.p.s. & yes, remain ever-grateful for … well … so very many things!

Gratitude is STILL magical!

p.p.p.s. & also, grief is real. These are pretty grief-y times, after all. There are quite a few postings about grief in the Collections posting.

Quote for today:

Hmmmm, well, how’s about this one? It’s an old favourite:

“I do not want to talk about what you understand about this world. I want to know what you will do about it. I do not want to know what you hope. I want to know what you will work for. I do not want your sympathy for the needs of humanity. I want your muscle.” ~ Robert Fulghum

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A "Good" Day

The concept of “good day” has changed for me. It’s morphed. Morphing.

These daze, a “good” day is when I get the dishes done before I go to bed … thereby increasing the likelihood that the next day will at least begin on a positive note.

&, hmmmm.

Maybe seeing only one centipede (at a time).

None at all would be even better, of course! … but I apparently live on the Centipede Highway from (or to?) Hell – & have been known to spot MORE THAN ONE (yes, I’m shouting!!) of the #UglyCritters skittering around the bathtub at one time.

For the love of God.


(but then too, I HAVE learned how to deal with centipedes (you can read up on that here. Though I failed to include there, I now see, the bathtub-dealing method. Which is likely obvious enough not to need any further elaboration, hmmmm? & for the record, even when I keep the plug in, as a means of keeping them from crawling up into the tub, these bloody critters arrive by some other method; some other Centipede Highway. I don’t know where they come from, but they sure seem to like me a lot! Ugh.)


Life is becoming increasingly challenging in what feels increasingly like The End Days.

Details not too important, hmmm? I expect we all feel it.



(Unless we are numb, of course. I suppose many of us are numb.

&/or living in The Land of the Very Deluded.)


Both the heavy breath of extinction blowing right on our necks

& the increasing challenging-ness (if you will) of these latter days of human civilization (as we so quaintly call it) on Planet Earth.


Once upon a time, I used to be a pretty perky Pollyanna person

(Whoa! PPPP; that was me!)

Not so much lately.


I repeat: details not important. I’m sure everyone has a sense of what I mean.


My 2 new top mantras?


Be kind.

(& believe me, this is a constant struggle & discipline. It truly is. It takes effort.)


Bloom where you’re planted.


Both of which can be interpreted pretty broadly.


With different meanings or resonances, depending upon one’s personal circumstances.


It’s about the best I can offer up right now (the Collections posting has a selection of mantras from other, past times, if …… well, if one is inclined to dig into all that old stuff. It also contains a collection of postings about grief, which is a not-irrelevant emotion at this time).



Your friendly local loud revolutionary (sort of)


p.s. of course, the old Kurt Vonnegut advice to observe, as often as humanly possible, “If this isn’t nice, I don’t know what is!” also still applies. (another old posting…)

p.p.s. I suppose the advice of near-term extinction dude, Guy McPherson, to ‘Keep Flossing’ also still applies.


Couple semi-relevant quotes that spring to mind…

“He was glad to be out of the wind, though, and eventually the claustrophobia passed and instead with the stars and the water’s constant roar came a sense that everyone on earth was irrelevant, that if the world were emptied of people tomorrow they would not be missed at all, not by bird nor beast, or God up in heaven or the devil down in hell. It took a bit of getting used to, but he was surprised how comforting it was to feel that this was so.” – thoughts of the character George in the novel A Shout in the Ruins, by Kevin Powers

“We are grateful for you,” she said. She meant her words of gratitude toward the man standing in the rain, but she also meant that very often the world is cruel, as he must know, and decorating the world does not disguise its cruelty; it simply digs its foundations deeper.” – a character in the novel A Shout in the Ruins, by Kevin Powers

“In a time of universal deceit, telling the truth becomes a revolutionary act.” – George Orwell

“The most revolutionary thing one can do is always to proclaim loudly what is happening.” – Rosa Luxemburg

** lots of great quotations about truth here

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NTE: It isn’t just …

<July 14/18>

So, I talk a lot about “NTE” – near-term extinction. I write about it, post about it – but maybe I haven’t (recently, anyway) – sort of enumerated the … um … collectivity of things that make up (or back up) my firm conviction that our species is toast.


Potentially a good deal sooner than most folks suppose.

Most public figures will not admit to this (even though most, surely, know it as much as I do??).

It’s all

“Well if we bleah-bleah-bleah-bleah-bleah by the (something-or-other) year, we can “fix” the climate” – keep the temperature rise to bleah-bleah-bleah degrees”


“We need to bleah-bleah-bleah-bleah-bleah & we can still pull this bleah-bleah-bleah out of the fire”

(& of course people have been saying all this stuff for decades already, & we never did the bleah-bleah-bleah-bleah-bleah that we needed to do, hmmm? Scientists way back in 1992 were giving us a World Scientists’ Warning To Humanity, humans. Geez: wasn’t anybody listening??)

So, for the uninitiated (it really does appear as though some folks have truly just simply not been paying very much attention at all)

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It isn’t "just" that:

  • The ozone layer that protects all life here on Planet Earth is shredded to smithereens (they “fixed” it, you say?? Then how come we are still being told to wear sunscreen? Still being told the “UV rating” every day? How come the UV ratings are so high-high-high-high-high?? How come the sun feels so goshdarn BURNY these daze?) ** recent post from me on this topic

  • The oceans are positively choked with garbage & plastic & a thousand kinds of pollutants, & are heating up like mad (as well as acidic) & the oceans’ plankton is in a mess & we humans need the plankton to be okay ourselves (well, only if we want to breathe, that is) &

  • Population growth is exponential & consumer demands are endless & HBs (human beings) have absolutely infinite desires (so it would appear!) on a finite planet &

  • Resources of all kinds are being dug up/mined/milled/burned/fracked … all of this with huge amounts of related pollution of air/water/soils (not to mention health impacts) &

  • The “gender-bending” chemicals (endocrine disruptors) have been messing with us all for decades & decades while most of us were seemingly looking in some other direction

“Imagine if, for the last 50 years, we had sprayed the whole earth with a nerve gas. Would you be upset? Would I be upset? Yes! I think people would be screaming in the streets. Well...we’ve done that.  We’ve released endocrine disruptors throughout the world that are having fundamental effects on the immune system, on the reproductive system. We have good data that show that wildlife and humans are being affected. Should we be upset? Yes – I think we should be fundamentally upset. I think we should be screaming in the streets!” – Prof Louis Guillette

  • Babies are now (for God’s sake) born pre-polluted &

  • Nuclear war (for goddesses’ sake) is an ever-present threat – either by deliberate choice/action or by some sloppy mistake/miscalculation &

  • The planet is simply blanketed by & with nuclear waste/radioactivity – on the land, in the air (yeah: the bright lights in the nuclear biz – I call them the Nuke Boyz – BURN some of the nuke waste. I only wish I were making this up) ... & in all our waterways as emissions/leaks/deliberate dumping &

  • Our air is literally carcinogenic &

  • Our water – our drinking water! – comes from sources heavily polluted by hundreds of chemicals (& assorted radionuclides), & in order to be made “safe” for consumption, must first be brutalized with the addition of additional dangerous chemicals (i.e. chlorine) & let’s not even mention fluoride shall we? &

  • Did I forget to mention lead?? &

  • Senseless, absurd, dangerous, inexplicable social injustices/income disparities/racism have always been deeply, deeply embedded in most cultures (the so-called “civilized” cultures) on Planet Earth, & any not characterized by these deadly viruses (as it were) were/have been/are still being fiercely exploited/destroyed/decimated by the members of the (so-called) “civilization” that has run riot over the face of this stunning planet &

  • Politicians behave every single day in manners so completely insane that one can only shake one’s head, aware, one hopes, that these puppet people (most of them) are utterly captives of the various rapacious corporations that mine & pillage so … rapaciously … that one can only ask oneself whether most of them are actually, genuinely, psychopathic…


  • Human beings = a war-making machine, waging endless ENDLESS wars on one another (i.e. our own species) & on the planet (see above) &

  • HBs also = bottomless pits of dissatisfaction, greed, desire; wanting more, always more, always more-more-more, or, to put it another way,

  • The human tendencies of greed, envy, avarice, hubris & #EgosRunAmok have caused our species to, well, #Run Amok on this beautiful planet, for generations, now, & millennia, & now #HereWeAreHmmmm? … so, to conclude, finally that,

Oh dear...

#WASF (We.Are.So.Fucked).

& I’ve left out a thing or 10 (climate change alone has a great many un-pretty & likely not-widely-understood aspects/feedback loops associated with it), but my point being

It is not “just” one of these facts/phenomena that will take us off the world stage

It is ALL of them.

Acting together in messy, unpredictable (inevitably unpleasant) ways, culminating (sooner than we suspect, I suspect) in a climax of self-immolation

(as it were)

& phew!


Now I’m out of breath.

I get a bit passionate about it all!!

(often angry


Despairing, at times…)


Be patient with me! I’ve been an activist for decades! Trying to “save the world,” “save the humans”

& sitting watching this endless show, this orgy, of murder/suicide/omnicide


It’s hard at times, okay?


…….pause for breath


You see, a great many “genies” got out of a whole raft of bottles

(as it were)

A very long time ago, now.

(Yes! A very VERY long time ago now. Chemicals/nukes/fracking & such being relatively recent players on the stage, once you dig right down to figure out when & where our “culture,” “civilization” or “system” went off the rails…& I’ve done that, & read & pondered, a great deal, written about it, of course, too, inevitably…).


You can’t stuff genies back in bottles, however much you may want to.

The momentum of this run-away train, now,

Is simply un-stoppable (or so many of us now believe).



That’s where I’m coming from.

& there’s more I could say

But I have said a lot (here on this blog, & elsewhere, over the decades)


Like What Do We Do Now?

& #WASF. #We.Are.Still.Here

& Staying on My Feet <May 2018>

etc. etc. etc.

Many NTE-related items, & also musings about grief are collected up semi-tidily in this Collections posting… (along with additional graphics that are relevant to the current situation).

And, as per this great quotation from E.B. White,

“If the world were merely seductive, that would be easy. If it were merely challenging, that would be no problem. But I awake in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world, and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day.” – E.B. White

Since I am still WILDLY grateful for my life/this life/Life --- off I now go, to enjoy the day.

  • Enjoy Nature

  • People

  • The world as it is! Messy & ruined & still, still! Soooooo enormously beautiful a place to be alive in!!!!


p.s. there is a Facebook support group for people who’ve accepted that near-term extinction is what our species is facing. You can look for it here.

p.p.s.** 2 useful items about dealing with the current human situation:


A Few Quotations that spring to mind

“People say that what we’re all seeking is a meaning of life. I don’t think that’s what we’re really seeking. I think that what we’re really seeking is an experience of being alive, so that our life experiences on the purely physical plane will have resonances within our own innermost being and reality, so that we actually feel the rapture of being alive.” – Joseph Campbell in The Power of Myth ** more JC quotes

“I know what the greatest cure is: it is to give up, to relinquish, to surrender, so that our little hearts may beat in unison with the great heart of the world.” – Henry Miller

“The trouble with the world is that the stupid are confident and the intelligent full of doubt.” ~ Bertrand Russell – quoted in CCPA Monitor, April 2008

“Since Adam and Eve ate the apple, man has never refrained from any folly of which he was capable.” – Bertrand Russell

“The right way to wholeness is made up of fateful detours and wrong turnings.” – C. G. Jung

“The aesthetic indictment of industrialism is perhaps the least serious. A much more serious feature is the way in which it forces men, women and children to live a life against instinct, unnatural, unspontaneous, artificial. Where industry is thoroughly developed, men are deprived of the sight of green fields and the smell of earth after rain; they are cooped together in irksome proximity, surrounded by noise and dirt, compelled to spend many hours a day performing some utterly uninteresting and monotonous mechanical task. Women are, for the most part obliged to work in factories, and to leave to others the care of their children. The children themselves, if they are preserved from work in the factories, are kept at work in school, with an intensity that is especially damaging to the best brains. The result of this life against instinct is that industrial populations tend to be listless and trivial, in constant search of excitement, delighted by a murder, and still more delighted by a war.” (Ouch!!) Bertrand Russell – June 1921 issue of The Atlantic Monthly

“Two centuries of philosophers stand in opposition to the modern American recipe for happiness and fulfillment. You can’t buy your way in. You can’t amuse yourself in. You can’t even expect falling in love to deliver you. The most promising way to happiness is, perhaps, through creativity, through literally creating a fulfilling life for yourself by identifying some unique talent or passion and devoting a good part of your energy to it, forever.” ~ Kalle Lasn/Bruce Grierson in Utne Reader

“This is the true joy in life – the being used for a purpose recognized by yourself as a mighty one. The being a force of nature, instead of a feverish, selfish little clod of ailments and grievances complaining that the world will not devote itself to making you happy. I am of the opinion that my life belongs to the whole community and as long as I live it is my privilege to do for it whatever I can. I want to be thoroughly used up when I die. For the harder I work, the more I live. I rejoice in life for its own sake. Life is no brief candle to me. It is a sort of splendid torch I’ve got to hold up for the moment and I want to make it burn as brightly as possible before handing it to future generations.” – George Bernard Shaw

“Life is a gift,” Baker says. “Gratitude for what remains is more helpful than resentment for what was lost. Ultimately, I came to understand that these days are wicked short and terribly beautiful. All I’ve got is this one breath, and if I’m lucky, I get another.” Sam Baker

Quotes related to NTE

Tons of inspiring quotes about this, that & the other thing, here!

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